Love, as defined, is an intense feeling of deep affection.
I have learned so many things about myself, others, and what I am looking for in relationships. Not just romantic relationships, but friendships as well.
This journey, and transformation, has taught me that settling for anything isn't an option. This journey has also taught me that I don't have to settle. I can fight for what I want. I can wait for what I want. I do not have to keep the negative and stale energy in my life. I can and will bring positive energy and light into my life in all areas and through all things.
By keeping those negative influences in my life, I am only dragging myself down. By releasing the things and people in my life, I can generate more energy and make room for personal growth in relationships that I want to nurture.
Shall we have a look at what I have learned?
1. You do not need food and alcohol to have a good time. The company you keep make the experience...the amazing hamburger and cold beer only last for so long.
2. Walking outside with an old friend will lead to serious learnings.
2.5. Walking outside with a new friend will give you insight into things you may not otherwise have been given.
3. Being outside alone is incredibly soothing for the mind, body, and soul.
4. The gym and weight rack are my saving grace. Find yours - you will be amazed at what happens in your life!
5. It is okay if the person you once thought you were going to spend your life with, isn't that person anymore. This was the hardest part for me, but being unhappy was even harder. And trust me on this - I did thank myself in the long run and am happier. Even if you are single - it's pretty cool to be single!
6. Friendships will change. For better and worse. Basically it works like this - they either support the life change or the don't. If they do, they want to know about it and ask about it and ask about you and still include you in their life. If they don't, they won't ask...they won't care.
7. Nourish the friendships that support you. Nourish new friendships that support you and come to you during this time. They are the ones that will teach you something and most likely last.
8. Get to used to your lifestyle. Get used to the fact that you spend a stupid amount of time in the gym and an even stupider (yeah I used stupider, get over it) amount of time in your active wear.... If you need a little laugh watch this video!
9. Put down your phone. When you are with the people you love just put it down. When you are with new people just put it down. Be present with the people you are surrounded by.
10. Learn everything you can from everything that you can. Use each new opportunity as a learning experience. Learn to trust your instincts and your emotions. Learn to trust yourself. damnit..JUST LEARN!!!

Take each day as it comes...moment to moment. Live in the moment. Appreciate the ups and downs, the highs and lows. Be thankful for the people you do have. Be even more thankful for the life that you have. Be thankful that you have the choice to make a change, no matter what area of life needs changing you can make the decision to change it.
~~Ryanne
Couldn't help but comment on this older post. I agree with SO MANY of these. #1-4, especially, and so much #9. #11 is super important and something I struggle with sometimes. But we MUST. We must love ourselves and be grateful for the life we have (and change what we don't like about it). :)
ReplyDeleteThis was one of my hardest posts to write and share. My break-up, although wasn't surprising, was harder than I thought it would be...even after a 3rd attempt at making it work. That coupled with my training just made for a beautiful disaster and I've found so many of my relationships were superficial...so finding those real, raw, loving relationships has been my main priority going forward.
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